Transformers

Excellent super action packed movie. Left me excited and happy to have gone to watch it. Been a while since I watched a great movie. And Megan Fox was sizzling at her opening appearance [lotsa guys turned into wolves then]. There was a lot of perverted-ness and plenty of jokes to go around.
It was an awesome night out and owh... Thanks for the ice-cream treat!!! =]

inner thoughts...

have I been a heartless being? to a degree I admit it. I was hurt too many times as a child growing up. Now when I look back, that is probably why I act so tough now. It has always been my mask, a wall to protect myself from the bitter loneliness of being left out. A nobody, a shadow, the bullied and the misunderstood.
I had no real friends who stayed true.
To cover it up I pretended to be happy, talkative and kept active with imaginations or else I might have gone insane for wanting to be a part of something.
The 5 years in secondary school allowed me to shine true to myself. I belonged somewhere, I had a circle of friends, people who openly talked to me, the good and the bad, who stayed true to themselves.
Isolation happened again when I went to college as I watched others enjoy themselves, I did not know why I punished myself and tested the grounds with my other personalities. In the end, I found some friends who saw me for who I am and accepted me no matter how ugly it was.


Thoughts:
"There are always two sides to a story. Judge well."

finally end of 2nd year 1st sem

yesh~ I finally finished my last paper after a week's worth of waiting while so many others announced their freedom! It's not a paper I am proud of, I felt like I did really badly and it was my last law unit too =( being an open book exam, we spent wasteful time flipping notes so I ended up writing crap for the last 2 essays T_T For now I am just going to put this at the back of my mind to reflect on when the results come out (no use now right?)
After exams, I walked around campus searching for familiar faces and lookie there~ Azfan and Zat haha. So I sat down and just talked with them while they discussed on the next CV gathering. I am gonna be the cameraman =D hehe I am on the list anyways, suppose have to wait for confirmation or something :)

Had a nice webcam session with sis passing the mic from mum to dad and myself. Then I got a phone call from a dear friend! It's been way too long since we played catch up especially on the phone ^^ so nice to hear you again JJ~ we had a looong chat of over an hour. The last time I did that was back in NS! Thanks for always being there. Just so you know, I am not typing this just because you said you are gonna read my blog!!! xD lol it was just awesome~

Now then, exams are over, what am I going to do?
First on the list: clean room and house.
Second on the list: Clean Rocky (stinky needs a bath =D)
Daily task: vigorous exercise. I am determined to show some weight lost in this month!
Side project: jog to Jo's house during weekend (pending approval xD)
27th June: Visit Old Folks home and help out!
July: Rainforest World Music Festival in Kuching!!!

This has been my toughest semester yet, meeting head on with my other major's basics I know I have a lot more to learn but this is life. No giving up and no backing up!


Current addiction:
Mousehunt!

cookin

haha so due to my mum's recent illness (not too serious she is recovering well) I have taken over to cook for dinners. Didn't pay attention much when I could before so there was a lot of "hmmm...try that" for the chicken soup and fried french beans on the 11th XD The soup was yummy but the french beans was a bit too dry, kinda over cooked the eggs haha. didn't know the stove well enough, fire was too big :P
Yesterday, dinner was 'lo' meat which had to be cooked from mid-afternoon to evening. There was the gravy which was supervised by my mum as there is 'agak-agak' for the soya sos and amount of water. Had a blast of steam direct hit my face in the evening when I was checking it. it was ouchie!!! Felt like a layer of skin was burnt off! lol!!! talor :P chopped up the meat then served~ (mum commented they were chopped 'fat' xD)
Fried ladies' fingers which was slightly burnt from using the wrong side of the stove O_o but still tasty ^^

will have to learn more cooking once my exam ends this Wednesday!!! :D

my hands still smell of garlic and onions lol! which can be a distraction when I was in the exams xP rofl~~

100 truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: orange juice
2. Last phone call: a stranger
3. Last text message: Mum
4. Last song you listened to: Arigatou by Sunset Swish (EP of Big WindUp)
5. Last time you cried: 2 days ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: no eh
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: plenty
11. Been drunk and threw up: once

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. red
14. dark grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yesh
16. Fallen out of love: ...
17. Laughed until you cried: yea
18. Met someone who changed you: yea
19. Found out who your true friends were: had and will
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes =_=
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yea (kiss on cheeks count)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 90% others from forum days

23. How many kids do you want?: dunno yet
24. Do you have any pets: Rocky
25. Do you want to change your name: heck no
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Studied for exam (same goes this year =_=)
27. What time did you wake up today: 11am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watched Yes Man
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: exam to end
30. Last time you saw your Mother: just
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be less temper-some
32. What are you listening to right now : Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi by On/Off
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: eto..nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: open burning right outside my room..
35. Most visited web page: www.mangafox.com

36. Whats your nickname: Jan
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Gemini
40. Male or female?: F
41. Primary School?: PY
42. Secondary School?: SMSH
43. High school/college?: Sunway
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Getting pretty long
46. Height: 166cm~ ish
48: What do you like about yourself?: what's there to not like?
49. Piercings: ears
50. Tattoos: maybe
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: 2007 for my left shin
53. First piercing: 1998?
54. First best friend: Angelina back in primary school
55. First sport you joined: Sprint
56. First vacation: outside the norm...Sabah?
58. First pair of trainers: as in sportswear? 3?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: ate
60. Drinking: drank
61. I'm about to: get out of my evening sun filled room
62. Listening to: Why by Ayaka (FFVII)
63. Waiting on: ...nothing?

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: yes
66. Career?: yes

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: depends
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: err...arms?
73. Sensitive or loud: neither
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: heck no
77. Drank hard liquor: yeaah
78. Lost glasses/contacts: sunglasses got la
79. Sex on first date: oi no =_=
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yea
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: hmm, crushed

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: sometimes
88. Love at first sight: I take time
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: sorry but no
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no =_=
95. Did you sing today?: yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: depends on meaning of 'cheat'
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: early 2006
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: I don't know..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: sure

questions copy & pasted from facebook
feel free to use