hanging in there

I believe in karma so I will wait for it to bite you in the butt. It's to hard to be around selfish and inconsiderate people and it's the worse when you have to live with them no matter how short that period may be.

I maybe more harsh than others when judging but I know what is fair and I don't demand more than you should do. You were the one who was worried about how unclean the place can get without routine cleaning by everyone yet I have never seen you clean up your own mess. And don't crap with me, I clean up every night and I ain't getting any thanks for it.

Don't think you can get away with everything either, I am just being irrationally tolerant now. Fan too old and want to swap it with the new one sitting in the living room? You could just clean it or just swap the whole fan but noooo. You had to switch the cover and even the tag and scratch off the brand name?? Damned selfishness.

I may not show it but I boil inside thinking of everything... and coz I don't swear to release the pent up frustration. If you like to f so much please do behind closed doors but not in front of me.

when sleep is not in my mind at 2am

hmmmm... yeah, I turn to blogging when I kind of have nothing else to do... Today is I might say the hottest day I have experienced. Clothes dried in less than 3 hours of hanging them out... in the evening!!! The sunlight didn't even hit most of them O_O shockin~~~ then again today was 36°C ++ ... the peak is 40°C!!! suppose I will melt then? XP

owh, no fan in my room, been relying on the night breeze through my window =) will get one when it's really unbearable hahaha~

Cleaned the house (inside) sometime last week, cleaned the store room and the outside today~ no brush? no problem~ got old toothbrush X) no duster? got old cloths.

Should really get to sorting out my to-do list for next year X_X yeaaa... should do that now ohohoo

♥

!!!Happy 19th Birthday to my dearest Jovis!!!

My gosh, the last time we took pictures together was during CNY!!! We so need updated ones! Can't wait to see you again then we can reminisce and revisit the crazy old times!

Lots and lots of love and luck! Take good care of yourself!

to Kimmy~

Happy 21st on this beautiful day Kimmy X)

It has been almost 1 year since I really really met you

(1 year liao o!!!) and it has been a great year! how time flies!

I am super looking forward to being housemates with you X)

It's going to be an uber few months but it is going to be super!

Lotsa love~ ♥

when I zzz-ed

I had a scary dream.... one I have never had before...

and it made me depressed and shocked the seconds after I awoke...

I dreamt that...

Pura milk was no longer sold in IGA and all the other milks were not as nice and were more expensive than the $2.10 I have on me... T_______T

I am picky with my milk and I love my milk fresh and full cream k X)

the little nomad in me

Ever since leaving Brunei in 2005, I have never settled down in a place for more than 2 years.

1.5 years in Sunway with my sister for about 1 year of that time, the other half was in another unit.

3 months in NS right after then I got to go back Brunei for about 2 months then moved to Miri.

And that was where I stayed the longest for, 2 years in my lovely room. Not super personalised but I loved it. It was the place I spent the most time in my house. It was where I could laze about, it was where I could study, it was where I could read my story books, it was where I could crack my head to finish off my assignments, it was where I could watch my animes, it was where I could chit chatter and chat away with my friends...

Since coming to Aussie I have moved from student housing after about 4+months to outside housing for about 3 months and soon I will be on the move again.... I am such an expert at packing my stuffs now that it takes less than a day to get everything done.... yeah, I am a little nomad and until I find my own place I will continue to be a little nomad for a while me thinks.

happy double 2!

Happy Birthday XD

*tick*

had a good day with friends yesterday. started with a new house meeting then we went vege shopping in Subi till near evening :)

on the way back while waiting for the bus at Canning bridge we chatted (me being the extra loud one) so yeah the other people who waited noticed us easily XP I could tell a boy squatting there was paying a lot of attention to our group and was mouthing certain words and I think he looked right at me when I spoke Japanese. I was guessing that he understood and was just laughing to himself at me being silly.

Little did I know, he was a half Japanese! We had a short conversation in the bus but it was the longest conversation I ever had in Japanese! XD I was super excited to be able to understand and speak back tho I did get stuck :P It was fun! Will ask for his name if we meet next time haha x)

lots of anger...

warning lots of anger ahead...I need to to release some angst here.

never ever have I had the urge to call someone b*tch and I still am able to censor that. From all the crap I have ever taken yours is just f*cked up. Can't wait to settle that last thing and I won't pick up your calls either coz your whiny voice is just too damned annoying. Every time I see your name on my phone I want to strangle you if you can't hear it from my voice you are just deaf. Oh crap, still have to meet don't I or maybe not coz I might just kill you on the spot if I do. I hope you have a good life after all the hate I am putting into your name stingy, selfish, unreasonable b*tch! Won't be tricked into any more one-sided agreements by your lot. You are lucky to even find someone as cooperative as me in the first place ungrateful $!^&

w.w.w.

Why is it I get to experience so many different troubling times every time I finally feel happy.

What have I done to get myself tangled in this horrible web..

When will I get to escape the agony of not being able to be fully happy in fear of the huge downside I face after...

thankful :)

Had a beautiful sunny (slightly cloudy) day at the beach yesterday with great friends~ It was fun to finally be able to play on wonderfully clean sand and sea! Impossible to do back where I was from. We spent the day just hanging out, relaxing, getting wet, getting buried (O.o), loving the cameras (lots! haha) and enjoying the whole time~



And several things I am thankful about today~

Thank you Miss bus 73 driver for letting me catch up X)

Thank you reject shop for letting the unknowing me save on a toothbrush lol

Thank you for letting me bring dinner home and get off a bit early at work

Thank you housemates for one of those rare nights brightening up the house

Thank you Curtin for the 1 week between my final exam papers for the final year of my degree

Yeah, I am happy =)

how long can I keep my shoulder length hair before I sit on a chair and ask a friend to snip snip again? I am going to test my patience and see how long it gets this time before that happens.

Longest I have ever had it was back in primary school when it reached my waist. I have had comments that I look good with long hair from family, friends and the last person who cut my hair in a saloon. As for me, I don't care much since I tie my hair up when it reaches a length anyways so it's pretty much the same as having short hair only it takes time to tie. Now I just wake up, comb it (when I remember) and go.

Today's topic just came from me staring at my laptop's wallpapers... yeah it happens haha.

My indicator says it's 25°C outside. Perth is experiencing warm weathers, Spring is fully here =)

What lies beyond

hmmm, few more months to a new turn of events in my life. Which path though remains unclear... I might end up seeing a few friends in another part of Aussie more often :)

why do I msn?

just had the sudden want to type something (either than the journal I should be typing for my capstone)

Thinking back, I used to msn a lot more than I do now. Why? I was able to forgo my sleep time just to chat to a few special friends wee into the night especially 3-4 years back. I rarely have that now but thank goodness there are still some who keep me updated and just chat long or short.

Those times make me very happy especially when we reminisce those good old times.

And I love it when an msn chat date is made haha. With my motor mouth our chats can go on all night :) well that is another topic so I will leave it till I feel like typing it~

If I sign into msn and am not in appear offline mode then I am probably waiting for someone/s to chat with.

The short chat with a dear friend of mine must have prompted me to open this up =) I know you won't see this but I miss you very much X) In the 3 years we have not seen each other, my msn chats with you consisted of mostly offline messages left there till you see it. Still, reading your replies make me laugh every single time =)

Uuuu 12.12am good time to wrap up. I give you this picture I personally love from my road trip =D

goodbye

Rest in Peace

final night

so yeaaah, I haven't visited my own bloggie since that last (dare I say?) emo post! X( The little comment on the side spurred me into starting to type haha [yeah you squalljade]

Sitting in my bare and almost empty room which I have lived in for the past 4 months (yikes it's only been that short of a time!) just staring off a bit after cleaning up the kitchen, refrigerator, toilet and my room... packed up most of my stuffs into 3 categories: leaving with friend's, for the road trip and for the Melbourne trip :)

Moved most of the rest to my new room which is 30mins walk from where I stay now =O= my 2 buddies actually volunteered to carry my things over last week! XD They claim it's for exercise but really what would I do without them =)

My room has been a great place. A shelved wardrobe to my liking for arranging clothes. Drawers on the side of the table for all my junks. A handy shelf next to the door for shoes and stuff I like to just reach in to grab before going off. A huge table where I type my lappie, look out to the open with a calm view I might add and work on my studies. A lovely bed, positioned just right in front of the table for my nighty anime sessions, for me to laze about on and for me to have a cozy night.


I may come back as a visitor but never again the owner of this room. It's been fun, it's been great. I will miss my 6/6.

feeling a little empty

end of semester is closing in, all assignments finally handed in.. there should be a little breather time before finals kick start but now I am hit with a slim chance and a growing stir of anxiousness and emptiness inside... please let me pass this hurdle...


a fitting image for my current emotions. a stretch of loneliness or calmness by the river?

geeee it's been almost forever since I updated haha. boredom struck so I thought of posting a little something here~ I should have been studying for my up coming mid-sem but well...one can feel lazy for a day right? My group just finished a hard worked presentation today (wish I remembered to take a pic before going campus just now) and I have been restraining myself from watching too much...I still watch anime tho... bad I know =O=

Life as a student has just been the same so far: prepare for tutorials, study for exams then the cycle repeats.. Thank goodness for awesome housemates and hostel neighbours :D

And just to brighten this place a bit, I will post at least 1 picture taken from places I visited. This one is a pretty place isn't it? It's at Belmont City if my memory serves me right =)

in Perth!

Ahahaha~ a bit late but I am here! =D

so far I have gone from the airport to my hostel to my campus to Coles to The City... yea that's about it :P haven't been to many places coz I missed (skipped) my orientation week XP I have my housemate and friends to bring me around to the important places so it's all good~ there is always a next time to see the rest of Perth :)

The weather has been pretty good to my feel haha, some days are warm and hot (about the same as Miri's hottest times la) and some days are like toady, nice and sunny but cool winds blow (bordering cold!!!) My skin hasn't reacted weirdly here, no peeling, no drying =)

Why am I updating on a Wednesday? No class! XD I only got 3 days of classes a week buahaha, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday morning! lucky~~~ I am not always sitting in the comp lab tho, just that I got up early today to go to the bank and that done I got lazy to go back hostel coz there is nothing to do anyways, just think of what to cook for lunch...

Oooooh, I have been cooking my meals :D

brussels sprout :)

tomatoes with egg, beef (?) and vege and rice! XD

oh and fried rice for lunch yesterday~ =) ekekekekeke~

almost there

A new environment, new people to meet, a new chapter to write. Leaving home was hard but I feel ready to take a next step forward. What it will be like, time will tell.
Am excited, am nervous, am anxious, am anticipating.
See you on Monday Australia!!!

a little of my past

I flicked through my old diaries and found somethings I can share before I toss them out. Why should I toss them? Some entries here will show how long I have had them...


On 2nd July 2000, my dear rabbits, Snuffles and Noodles came into my family's lives.
18th September, we got Thumper, the third and last rabbit in the family.

On 23rd July 2000, Noodles left us.
24th March 2001, Thumper left us.
December 2004, Snuffles left us.

16th July, the first step made in Labuan was all due to a big U-turn we had to make on the way back to Limbang/Temburong from Miri.

24th August, we got the big old current TV :)

4th January 2002

11th October, dad bought me a walkman =)

24th May 2005, grandma passed away peacefully in her sleep.



I have been clearing my room and from the amount of things I threw, it just showed how much of a hoarder I was/am. Really bad habit. I need to kick it. Ha...

a little change =)

ehehehe I brought a little change to my wardrobe X) it may not be much but it's a big step for me~

I finally got checks in! =p yeaaah, my first and only. Stripes I have enough in my formal clothes (none on normal tho). Today's new addition is a shocker, totally out of the norm for me... gonna wait till CNY to wear it haha! Splash some colours in~

notifications

if you know me on fb then you will see a connection of my current "what's on yer mind" and this short post.

There really isn't any need for those notifications to pop up just to tell you who and whose birthday is when. A little message on a special day is suppose to touch the heart. If it's there coz everyone on your list got that little pop up then it becomes a form of spam..

The little reminder at the side? That's fine but if isn't there? Use a good old calender to note down those who you know and want to wish good to. Remember those who you care about. Not everyone likes to display it all. Like in pirate tongue: "Eavesdrop On Ye Mateys' Jabberin's"... has a good ring to it and it's true. Stalk your buddies discretely, no need to announce it.

~shout it out~

Here is a big shout out

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
Honeybee~

=D

this weekend

Staying at home would be no problem when there's something nice to watch on tv or if I have manga to read online but... blast this nasty internet connection! =o= I am guessing it's the horrid rainy days we have here disrupting the connection but aiks X_x

Last night after a wedding dinner, me and my fellow intern-mates went for a movie. The Spy Next Door by Jackie Chan. It was kidda short but it's Jackie Chan! =D just looking at him can get a laugh out~

Went out with mum for a bit to Bintang and surprisingly... I bought a pair of heels! O_o yeah the shock lol it was cheap-ish, comfortable, not too high and it made my toes look nice plus I didn't own any heels X) Dressing and acting more girl-ish lately? Just for future events, still a tomboy at heart =) hahaha

yesterday

well since it's pass 12am it's actually the day before yesterday haha. I took out my new and only set of makeup and tried it out. Eyeliner and eyeshadow. hahahahaha~ I was really bad with the eyeliner, no skill at all XO Eyeshadow le, could hardly see anything and it was already a dark-ish colour! talor =p mixing colours here and there got a smoky effect tho and that looks not bad at all =)

Now then, yesterday, I got a new toy. An expensive new toy. A new Acer laptop! XD I love it~~ I love the feel, the looks, the colour, the awesomely clear webcam and mic and home theater speakers! Thank you mum and dad!!! *muahzzz to spanking new and slick lappy*

On the manga side, I am up to date with Bleach in 3 days after more than 2 years of not reading it =) next up Fullmetal Alchemist! Can't have the anime more ahead than my reading of the manga XP

on this Saturday

I wanna go swimming~ I need to clean up my room~ I have to rearrange what's my wardrobe~ I should be downstairs~ I will be enjoying dinner~

haha, with my internship and all on weekdays, today that's what I have on my mind =)

today I got a new dress... hahahaha, didn't think I would pick that colour :P I suppose you will see it.... one day ;) many thanks to my aunt for taking us there~ oh sis, if you are reading this, the material is close to what you have hehe


needs more colour in the wardrobe :P

2010

Happy 2010